Monday, September 25, 2006

Flock of Seagulls

I ran...

Or so the song goes. Right now I want to run. Have you ever felt cornered and just like you needed to get away, go anywhere but here? Someone must have felt like that before, there's been a ton of songs written on that topic.

Today I'm like a rat in a cage (hmm... there's a song about that one too). Let me explain so that the whole picture can be seen here.

I am an Army Brat. For 17 years I lived and breathed that lifestyle, knowing nothing different. I grew up believing that moving every two years, always being the new kid in school and saying goodbye was something every child experianced. So when that idea was proved to be false needless to say I was a little lost. Change and newness was something I considered to be normal.

Now, here I am, 22 years old, and feeling lost. I haven't held a job longer than just over a year (currently I have been employed for just over 14 months and the company just went through a big merger), romantic relationships are nonexistant (I fear commitment) and I am ready to get the hell out of Dodge.(aka my parent's basement)

I need a change.

So I think may move back to Laramie Wy, finish my degree there, maybe go on to be an RN, and then go wherever the wind may take me. Or something like that...

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